I know I've never apologised to you before but here I am, now, with a sorry you actually felt this way I was feeling now.
Please do not ever ever ever look back and speak to me ever again please please please
- Mood:
melancholy
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
-St. Augustine
If this is what love is,
then..........
I've never been in love before. :(
- Mood: disappointed
MUST FIRSTLY BE FAITHFUL LAHHHHHH!
hahahahahaha.
Fuck you Joei for having stupid thoughts.
- Mood:
flirty
Because currrently, I am really depressed, Elvin will be gone! I'll miss you like to the max okay. I lovelovelove you and DYAN! I finally and truly know how it feels now to be counting down days to see your darling again. The feeling is.......... oh my god disgustingly disgusting.
I LOVE YOU ELVIN SI DE ZHI!!!!
Elvin says I am not to countdown the days cos it will only make it longer, I am to pretend that nothing is wrong and carry on my life as usual. Sigh. See la, retribution la, last time I always laugh at people who lament about how they miss their boyfriend when they are in camp, I AM GETTING MY RETRIBUTION AHHHH. Fuckkkk. Never mind, I miss you honeybaby, hugs and many kisses to you.
I miss you BFFs!
Gheeting, Menny, Purani, Dyan, Ziyan, Dajie, Rachel and all !!
HUGS!
- Mood: melancholy
Hello everyone, this is Elvin, he is my boyfriend.
And I still dunno how to upload pix into LJ!
Why is it taking so long! And I have to do it ONE BY ONE.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
I love my BFF. She is Khoo Ghee Ting.
I had the time of my life camwhoring + eating non-stop till we died with her.
This HOTPOT CULTURE IS DAMN NICE.
THE BEEEEEF IS SEX.
(I am sinning so much, I am eating alot of cows lately, sobsob. Sorry cows, I am sorry but you all are just too delicious..)
There you go, the food is nice, worth it cos the price is not so steep. Love the beef and eat it with raw egg. YUM.
The herbal broth was the sex, and orgasmicly good.
Best of all, its because of the companion.
And one thing we took note, each time we meet, we never seem to stop talking, which means if you throw us at an island for 100 hours, our mouth will move nonstop for 101 hours. It never stops. I am not even kidding about that.
YOU KNOW WHAT,
everyone I think my hamster smiley Moodticons are sooo cute.
I loveeee them, they are one of the reasons why LJ is so fun.
If you noticed, all my MOODTICONS are so cuteeeeeee!!!!
They look like Kacanggggg.
- Mood:
rushed
You know what? My trust in everyone is depleting at the speed of light. I no longer trust anyone, including you sweetheart. I find it so difficult to believe anyone.
Sorry. Or should it be you saying sorry instead?
**
On a happier note, Ziyan got us a YSL _________ and a TEESHIRT! COOLNESS + YAYNESSSS! ZIYAN I LOVE YOU!!!! YOU ARE SO NICE CAN!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH. :) KBOXING SOOOOON!! AND I HAVE A FUCKED UP NEWS TO TELL YOU AND DYAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Mood: disappointed
SO TIME CONSUMING!!
MY HONEYBABY!!!!!!!!fooling around with the webbycammy.
- Mood: loved
HEEHEE, next would be my sweeties Dyan and Ziyan! Means more gossips and updates!! Cannot waitttttttttttttttttt at all. OMG.
6 more days to my trip with Elvin & Family !! Knnbccb, I bloody cannot waitttt. YAY!
My babylove would be enlisted on the 13th................ :( But its alright, I will not die. I will still be able to see him when he books out.
And speaking of Elvin Si. Thanks for being so nice recently cos I know I am PMSing hardcore. Its good you've not gone into any rages for a month. Very good job, I love you for that. And thanks for trying to always give in, but I know I like to push my luck and test your patience. Sorrrry. Just remember I love you ! And NABEHHH!! Me and Elvin getting fatter and fatter lor, I don't know why but we just keep eating and eating one.. Its like we sleep wake up, go out, do anything also will ask each other, "Later what we eating??" Sobsob, you can literally see all my fats bulging out to the max. Elvin hates my fats, he thinks I am very fat and he says he is going to leave me cos I am so fat. (OKAY I AM LYING.) But my dear Elvin is getting so fat too... FAtty bom bom tonight cannot go home.
LOVE YOU BABYYYYLOVEEEE.
We watched Art of the Devil 2 today, and erm, Elvin was a loser, he was grabbing me. I am disgusted by his gayness. Anyone wanna teach me how to upload pix into LJ??
- Mood:
bouncy
Joei Tan Xin Yi's Personality Analysis.(Elvin, its important that you read this VERY carefully & I did not edit anything)
You need to be handled with tender loving care and you will turn away from an excessively aggressive man(omg!). You're the type of woman that will sacrifice anything and everything for your family and you'll also go all out for your mate. You love to be romanced and praised for all the little extras you provide. You love to cuddle and hug and can not be happy living with someone who is cool, detached and not interested in contributing to family.
Your sensitive nature can be difficult to deal with. You are often misunderstood at an emotional level You need a mate that can understand your tenderness.
Elvin Si De Zhi's Personality Analysis.(erm why is your ALL ABOUT SEX??!?!?!?!?!! ELVIN WHY WHY!!!!!!)
When it comes to sensuality you are probably the most persistent of all the signs. You will not take no for an answer. You will break down the resistance of whomever you pursue and you'll never go away empty handed. Love is a necessity in your mind. Your animal tendencies come out in the bedroom. You are not a cruel lover, just energetic and lustful. You prefer younger, naive women and you enjoy playing the role of the bedroom teacher. Unlike most men, when you become an old Goat you still have a strong sex drive and will continue to pursue younger mates. You do expect your woman to serve you, not only in the bedroom but where the traditional domestic chores are concerned. You want your partner to be a loyal friend, but will never accept her criticism. You will actively seek love through physical passion rather than being lovable.
When it comes to compatible mates, You can compliment a number of different signs.
ASTROLOGICAL SIGNS:
Cancer (water sign)
22 June - 22 July
The sign of the crab. Cancerians are tender loving and kind, they also have immense sympathy for those less fortunate than themselves., which in turn makes them very emotional people. A Cancerian will gladly sacrifice something they love for the ones they love. They are very homey people, preferring a quiet night in to a party.
*Note: Very true for Joei.. REALLY.
Capricorn (earth sign)
22 December - 20 January
The sign of the sea-goat. Capricorns are very career orientated people. The are ambitious and have opinions about everything. They do sometimes tend to have a bit of a doom and gloom persona, always seeing the down side of things first. Some Capricorns are narrow minded in their thinking but only because they want to do what they think is the very best thing to do.
*Note: Quite true for Elvin.
- Mood:
annoyed
Next, I wanna talk about how much I LOVE The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian !!! SOOOOO NICEEEEE!! I like animal show and the Kacang lookalike mouse is SO CUTE. And I like it when animals can talk and help to fight. I will watch it again with anyone who wanna watch it. PROMISE! LOVEEEEEE IT. Watched it with my younger brother, his girlfriend Kiara and Elvin Si.
And I broke my resolution. I shopped. :( BADLY. Its okay, must relax now.. Think of my trip to Msia.. Stop shopping. To stop shopping, the only way is to stop going out.. OH FUCK. And no internet too, or I will somehow, just somehow be lured to the powers of online shopping.
Hmm. I am so disturbed by some people that loves to MIRROR people. Oh well, I am in a splendid mood so I shall refuse to elaborate. Just stop MIRROR-RING people laaaaaa!!!!!
Okay, I need to eat that Hotpot thingy. OKAY NEED TO EAT THATTTTTT.
- Mood:
rejuvenated
And for your information, you know how old-fashion people says if a guy carries a girl's bag for her, it'd mean the girl IS SUPERIOR than the guy and would also SOMEHOW, I don't know how, HINDER THE GUY'S WAY TO BEING WEALTHY... Riiiiiiiight.
First point I'd like to make, it really doesn't mean the girl is more superior than the guy just cos the guy carries the bag for her. And moreover, WHY CAN'T THE GIRL BE SUPERIOR THAN THE GUY HUH HUH HUH?!?!?!? Hellooooo, in my honest opinion, a girl CAN BE and WILL BE more superior than the guy okay. PLEASE. Thanks.
Secondly, erm.. I think the way to be wealthy is to be someone useful and successful, and maybe the person can try being a gentlemen first? I don't think just by carrying a girl's bag means WHAMBAM, thats it, he can't be wealthy and successful anymore. PUHHH-LEASSSEEEE. Make some sense here, being wealthy will mean working hard for it. So are you to say if the guy is one hell of a useless bum, BUT HAS NEVER TAKEN OR TOUCH ANY GIRL'S STUFFS BEFORE, he will therefore be rich one fine day????? HMMM????
One thing I totally detest: Don't talk cock singsong play mahjong in front of me, cos I will bring you to Hongkong to fuck Kingkong.
However, because they are my babylove's relatives, and the fact that they are older than me, I did not retaliate, I was nice and smiley , though I didn't agree with what they said.. I am such a hypocrite! But if I wasn't hypocritical, me and Elvin's relationship would be unstable right?!? I spared a thought for him, heh heh, HOWEVER, if Elvin wasn't a boyfriend I loved, and his relatives said such lanjiao things to me, THEY WILL DIE. I WILL ARGUE TILL THEY BEG FOR MY FORGIVENESSSSSSSSSSS.
Joei Tan is one hell of an evil bitch.
Things to be done:
1. Wash hammie's cage.
2. Iron clothes.
3. Friday's appt at 1.30pm(excited shit)
4. Prepare for my Malaysia trip.
5. Sew my buttons on my uniform and sew up the tear in my bolster.
So many things to do, so little timeeee!!!!!!!!!!
- Mood:
bitchy
Haha, I miss blogging! Blogging cures my boredom, cos when I've nothing to do, I tend to just blog. Its almost like an instinct..oOoo. So back to blogging, should I blog in my blogger? Because I like everything bout blogger. How about to LJ? I like the Friends-Only entry thing, so fun!! Don't really like people to read everything I write, because some ex-girlfriends are stalkers! *I totally feel for Dyan man.*
My weekend + last week was GOOD. Its the last week of school, though not really cos we STILL have extra lessons going on, at least its not so stressful. Thank everything. I had the time of my life shopping alone, and with Elvin's younger bro and sis, 2 days of shopping is a joke cos I really am overspending. And plus my Malaysia trip is like next Friday, and I NEED TO SHOP BADLY THERE ALSO. THERES A JUICY COUTURE SHOP THERE. OMFG. LOVE JUICY COUTURE!!
And.. speaking of shopping...... I FINALLY GOT MY GUESS BAG !!!!!!!! ME LOVE THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALESSSS!!!! Its like 20% off, now I love Elvin so much cos he was like telling me not to get the bag like 2 weeks ago, (which caused me to be very stressed for 2 weeks), cos I was so afraid they ran out of stocks. AND TADAH! I finally gotten my bag on Saturday!! YEAH MAN, you this Golden Transparent Bling Bling Guess Bag,you're finally mine, and you allow my life to be happy, i love you. Thanks my babylove for getting me the baggggggggggg. Yipppeeeedoooodaaaadoooo.
Daddy is going to Thailand on Wednesday, and Mummy is going to Hongkong on Wednesday too. :(
Always leaving me behind to diee.
I think those people in SiChuan and those cyclone people very poor thing, please allow their miseries to end. They DO NOT deserve this. Hope they will have enough money to eat, enough food to be full, and lotsa love from everyone else. So poor thing... We, as Singaporeans, WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW THEY FEEELL!!!!!!!! Tell me, how many of us even CARED about these disaster? YEs, all of us know theres this disaster, and that many people die yadda yadda, and they are homeless and whatnots. AND THEN?!?!!?! You all don't feel for them, and we can never get to know how it feels cos we are all so blooooody pampered since young. We have everything, EVERYTHING, EVERY-fucking-THING in the world AND YET WE CAN STILL KEEP ASKING FOR MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
With this, I would like to thank Gheeting for sending me the "Take things in a Positive way" email. That really enlightened me. I've never thought about any of those, but now, I do. I must be thankful for what I have. Thanks gheeting sweetheart! Lovee youu.
Live well, Laugh often, &
Love with all of your heart!
- Mood:
content
Constructive things I did at home:
(that made my parents love me alot)
1. Place laundry into washing machine.
2. Took down the clothes from the bamboo poles.
3. Sweep the floor.
-took a bath-
4. Mop the floor.
5. Fold clothes.
6. Iron clothes.
7. Washed Stripey's cage
8. Hang the washed clothes
9. Rearrange living room, clear all tables.
The house is spick and span, love it this way. HAHA. I am Miss Domestic, really. My horoscope says so, my mummy says so too. But I think I have an obsession of keeping things neat and tidy(not all the time though), it only happens when the mood comes. Most of the time when I am lazy, my room will be in a mess. But when I am in my idiotic CRAZY mood, I need everything to be neat and tidy. Purani knows how cranky I become when it comes to TIDY-NESS. "Oi......you see here, got sand!!!!!!!" hahaha. I think I make such a wonderful housewife, hurry for my husband, however, I refuse to do any more housework once I am married, I am going to be a TAI-TAI. Okay maybe sometimes I will do some, BUT when me is pregnant, then NO MORE!
And when I am pregnant, I must have those Pre-Natal Massage and Post Natal Massage thingy, so me will not be stressed and depressed. And must go for those anti-cellulite massage, and those anti-stretchmarks treatments. All will be paid by my rich husband. WeeheeWoohoo. And I will force my hubby to not make me angry for 12 months, so I can have a sweet and smooth and happy delivery. Song bo... Wooooohooo.
I say so much also no use, I dare not have sex also. I have the vagina disorder lor, the Vaginismus. Its a real disease, alot of women have it one. HAHAHAHA. And my daddy was like, "how did you know you have it? yu got try before?" Aiya, I know I have it correct alreadty la.
(why do I speak so Ah-LianLY here??????in this paragraph....)
Okay anyway, I am feeling sick now, like really sick. ;( Hate it. Nose is dying. Sensitive Nose Shits suckssssss.
- Mood:
sick
Sad BAD news. :(
My godmummy has to go through an operation to remove her womb.
Oh god. I am so sad, I need many many hugs please.
Sigh.. imagine having your womb removed..................
Sometimes I feel no one loves me.
Not like loving kinda love, but a friendly kinda love.
Don't you all think so?
Sadness.
Life is so bleak.
- Mood:
depressed
****
Shit, I am being PMSy again. Joei please stop.. Thanks. And I've decided to be horny now, so my mood shall be horny. The hamster looks so funny. Hahaha,
To: Elvin Si
"'Cause I miss you, body and soul, so strong that it takes my breath away and I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today. 'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right, and though I can't be with you tonight, you know my heart is by your side."
- Mood:
horny
I'm PMS-ing, so so badly. All the pimples are sprouting out, my face is a fertile breeding ground for pimples now. Double fuck. I am annoyed by some people in my life, however, me must keep calm, and if I know I am better than you, its fine already, just don't bloody think so highly of yourself when you are actually nothing. Its like CMON, your boyfriend is ugly, you're ugly. So please STFU and please die. And again, some kinda friends are totally not worth having at all, if you even feel quilty reading this part, then its you then, too bad. Oh, and please stop MIRROR-ING me, thanks. I can't believe I am saying this but you are UNpretty so don't act like you are, and STOP MIRRORING ME. Oh gosh, some people really are disgusting man.
YAY! I can't wait to go _____________ with Elvin !!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!
Oh crap, he is enlisted on the 13th June. Poor old lonely virgin Joei.
Its alright, shall use the time to study and complete my never ending assignments.
TO:ELVIN SI
"The course of true love never did run smooooooth."
- Mood:
uncomfortable
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